Saturday, February 1, 2014

Sunshine Together

Seeking sunshine outside my window this morning
And all I feel is the pain on my window pouring 
Down, some say, the sun will come, and some will
    say, that some don't know
But when I see the rain on my pane, it brings me to 
    shame and only shows
The tears pouring from my eyes, as I like to lie and
    say, I am fine
But with the gloom, I feel wet as noon and the sun 
    won't shine it's light on mine
Be with me, if you please
I don't like to feel all alone
Sitting in my room looking out my window
Feeling the rain and the pain
I wish it would stop when I know it is not
And the healing won't happen if you don't happen
    to come along and stay 
With a conversation, in an honest fashion
I think the thinking is done
I want to tell you how I feel and make this 
    drinking gone
The sadness is like the grey clouds that shrouds
    my mind
And begins to thunder as I wonder away, and allow
    my tears to find
The words of hurt I feel when you are not around
    my heart
I love to share the care and care to heal
    the lonesome art
Of alone, as I am home, waiting on your call
I feel the phone, has shown my loneliness owns me
    and all
I can do is wait on you to ring me in
When I am soaking and choking
I should bring these things again
To sing to you all I do when we are through today
    both of us waiting for this rainy day to go away
But then the drops seem to stop, and I hear
    your call
You say, I fear, I say, yes dear, you won't be here 
    and fall
For someone else, into their arms, alarmed 
    by jealousy
I fear you too are going through the same hell as me
I hear the rain is stopping dear, why don't we open 
    the shade?
Let the sun open our hearts and warm the ocean 
    of grey
Letting the blue take over you an letting me sing
    to you sweet
Let the sea fulfill our needs as the emotion in the 
    ocean greets
Us at the front door 
As we open up to feel 
The warm sunshine
and the normal finally find us 
healed forevermore


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