Correct Direction

I was on my own
after a home
and was alone 
as I roamed 
in the city of my youth
My manhood ran 
and stands to hand 
my pity to be the truth
I came along the road of songs 
and wrote the wrongs 
to become who I am today
in a way I belong
to see the face 
of my consequences
making the most 
of how I pay, because,
I play and play 
like a cat who chats 
and puts the catnip on the lips
nothing can stop the way I stay 
on the song which gives me fits.
Do I blame my father who lost his daughter?
Do I say, to mother, I was tossed as a brother?
Do I play today like I was loved and ought to?
Be as free from tragedy 
to live a life 
I so desire
With all the strife 
I was thrown into the fire
And came out of the ashes tired
But still I play away
My direction correction 
is in the resurrection of my soul 
to bestow 
my father did the best he could 
and mother, well, she was a mother 
to a lot of lovers
And hell, she fell, and does know the rebel 
as she never knew the devil like Jesus did
putting to test the best of the best and dad 
never had to kid 
about how he felt when questioned
About heaven
He says, that will be the day he would die
To find himself believing in leaving the world
without his pride
So mom came about 
tired with a shout
Who can help me now!
My mother was another person
we suffer with wondering 
when, why and how?
It all got turned around one day 
she started to smoke and couldn't say 
how she got to where she was 
ending up at the home of the lost souls 
who slowly go and never return from
As for me, my day is here
today, to cherish all the freedom
from the past which I've at last 
found a true direction 
of perfection 
But the truth to correction 
of my direction has my soul 
as my goal  
for my God, it has a lot of missing pieces
to the puzzle He put us in, but in the end
The missing peace is a piece He filled us in 
with His son 
who became one of our own 
A man who stands for heaven
Sitting down on 
Your right hand
He understands 
our brethren
Who doubts 
and shouts all about
why is there so much confusion?!
When the word 
is love and compassion
Above
And is there for our restitution
To believe in Him 
takes a step to not sin
and be leaving the world 
for God and if we doubt 
and have allowed
our minds to be whirled a lot
We must take faith by the hand
and let life work itself out
For all the hate in the land
Is not worth the pain to be without 
the faith and hope heaven holds 
for the devoted persons 
who wait and love the soul 
to be more important 
than the flesh 
which is put to the test
Every single day 
But, in His heart 
He gave 
His part and
Let our sins 
be forgiven,
As He 
forgave.