Jigsaw Enigma

How do I fit in, to the puzzle?
When the piece is awkward within?
To create a peace within us as it is 
fought to finally fill every piece in?
To put the jigsaw enigma together
with always leaving a hole in the middle
Let's us never put it together forever
Resulting in a riddle
Making us never found able as I lay alone
Apart in the heart away in part away 
under the table
Just look and trust the nook I hide behind
When you ponder
Where I've gone being thought of as wrong
Deciding to finally wander
Away from the game
and never found again
As for the puzzle there is a piece missing
to forever never begin
To see the picture with it's soul taken out of the center
Being a fixture of the mixture makes me feel like I'll never enter
The group of one thousand with only 999
Put together in the center with the blank
Making fun of mine
When the whole  puzzle is not the picture
but just a mixture of different shapes
The tragedy is having me a piece that is never embraced